Domestic Travel Images

Pic: The Frozen Sog

From Boulder River, with Love.

Book Reviews

New Review: Things That Go by Laura Eve Engel

My latest review is now in Rain Taxi! Laura Eve Engel’s Things That Go, where “the entirety of the world is moving, and our understanding along with it is moving too—often to our surprise and overwhelmingly beyond full comprehension.” Read more here.

Domestic Travel Images

Pic: The Spikes Inside Us

From the BeltLine, Atlanta, with Love.

GIF Images

GIF: Angry Soothing Foam

From Rialto Beach, with Love


Pic: The Over Flows

From The Cedar River (Renton, Washington) with Love.

Cedar River, Renton, Washington

Others Poetry Past Events

New Recording: Sherwin Bitsui with Elee Kraljii Gardiner at Hugo House

On January 31, 2020, Sherwin Bitsui with Elee Kraljii Gardiner read at the Richard Hugo House and I had the pleasure of listening from the front row. Below are the tracks from this event, which included a conversation/Q&A after each poet read.

Part 1: Elee

Part 2: Sherwin

Part 3: Conversation

Others Poetry Past Events

New Recording: A Scribe Called Quess?

From the January 17, 2020 event at Seattle Town Hall: A Scribe Called Quess?: Dismantling the Colonial Legacy.

Learn more about Quess at his website.

Nikkita Oliver performed poetry and interviewed Quess after the talk.

The recording (MP3) is 101 minutes:

Book Reviews

New Book Review: Someone’s Utopia by Joe Hall

Someone's Utopia by Joe Hall

A new review of Joe Hall’s mesmerizingly brutal poetry collection Someone’s Utopia, is now up at North of Oxford.

Domestic Travel Images

Pic: A Creek in the Hoh Rainforest

Gaming Videos

Gaming Videos: A Playlist

I’ve decided to start putting all of the Gaming videos I make in a single playlist. It’s curious that as a result of my review project, I’ve found interest in and comfort with the “let’s play” method of going through the game. The terrible thing is that I’m terrible at it, and my microphone is awful, and, well, it’s just really rough. But why not contribute to the swamp of video content with my own, rough and weird recordings? You’ll find them in the playlist below. So far I have the original Call of Duty project description, the Call of Duty let’s play, and (uploading now) the Call of Duty: United Offensive let’s plays (parts 1 and 2).

In other news, I have yet to start Call of Duty 2. But it’s coming. I promise [myself].

Gaming Videos

Call of Duty Project: Introduction Video

In 2020, I will be reviewing all Call of Duty games (for the PC), using a set of criteria that reflects my personal interests with gaming. I’ve described the project in this introductory video.

Event Recaps Others Poetry Past Events

Poetry Recording: The 2020 MLA Offsite Reading

The 2020 MLA Offsite Reading, which featured mostly poetry, occurred at Town Hall Seattle yesterday. There were many readers, and most of them read for 2 minutes or less. The event was broken into three parts, with three hosts. The recording, which I made happen with my new H6, is below. Audio is minimally edited, as usual, but at least complete. I have listed all of the poets along with the host. The event is added to my Recordings archive page as well.

Part 1 Recording

Host: Jeanne Heuving

Readers: Kazim Ali, Prageeta Sharma, Diana Arterian, Cameron Awkward-Rich, Woogee Bae, Quentin Baker, Amaranth Borsuk, Rebecca Brown, Amy Sara Carroll, Sarah Chavez, Ken Taylor, Richard Chiem, Kate Colby, Michael Cross, Zhang Er, C. R. Grimmer

Part 2 Recording

Host: Amaranth Borsuk

Readers: Stefania Heim, Rae Armantrout, Jeanne Heuving, Ted Hiebert, Ever Jones, Douglas Kearney, Larissa Lai, Donato Mancini, Natalie Martinez, Nadine Maestas, Sarah Mangold, Joe Milutis, Robert Mittenthal, Paul Nelson, Aldon Nielsen, Katelyn Opegard, Bob Perelman

Part 3 Recording

Host: Ted Hiebert

Readers: James Reed, Juan Carlos Reyes, Katie Schaag, Leonard Schwartz, Ada Smailbagovich, Danny Snelson, Ching-In Chen, Billie Swift, Monica de la Torre, Matthew Trease, Lesley Wheeler, Tyrone Williams, Deborah Woodard


The Start of 2020 in Media

How to begin the year 2020 in my consumption patterns? With a footnote that says, this is how I begin:


The Outer Worlds, Plague Tale: Innocence, Life is Strange 2, and Call of Duty (this last one is for a very special project that will hopefully send the new decade into a more critically-thinking space).


Roxy Music, Taylor Swift, Swans, Stereolab, Sonic Youth, Ritchie Valens, Ricky Martin, Prince, Prefab Sprout, Jimi Hendrix, Jim O’Rourke, Jennifer Lopez, Floating Points, clipping., and DaVido.


The Witches (1990) and Destroyer (2018).


The Water Dancer, and Dawn of the New Everything.

Biography Music

My Favorite Albums from 2019

I listened to 215 albums in 2019. Incredible, really, now that I’ve been able to track the albums I listen to and find appropriate ways of listening to them. They weren’t all released in 2019, of course, but many were. Below you’ll find my favorite albums that came out last year. This is a new type of post for me, so feels a bit basic, but I have the data, so why not share it? Note: some of these may be re-releases. And note: they are listed in alphabetical order.

Silences by Adia Victoria

Malibu Ken by Aesop Rock

Sunshine 3 by Aleksi Perala

I’m Losing Myself by An Isolated Mind

ANDRES IV by Andres

All the Mirrors by Angel Olsen

Death Becomes Her by ANGEL-HO

thank u, next by Ariana Grande

Organism EP by Ariel Zetina​

Signal Bulletin by ASUNA & Jan Jelinek

Cows on Hourglass Pond by Avey Tare

Gold and Grey by Baroness

Dark: Cycle 1 (Original Music From The Netflix Series) by Ben Frost

Dark: Cycle 2 by Ben Frost

Odds Against Tomorrow by Bill Orcutt


Destroyer by Black Mountain

Blacks’ Myths II by Blacks’ Myths

Animated Violence Mild by Blanck Mass

i,i by Bon Iver

Free Company by Boy Scouts

Let’s Try the After by Broken Social Scene

Scholars by Buke and Gase

Dive / Rain by Burial and Bug

The Act of Falling from the 8th Floor by Carl Gari & Abdullah Miniawy

Myths 004 by Cate Le Bon

Zandoli EP (Bandcamp by Charlotte Adigery

Stuffed & Ready by Cherry Glazerr

Immaculada High by Cherubs

Brace Up! by Chris Corsano and Bill Orcutt

Ancestral Recall by Christian Scott aTunde Adjuah

Hectic Shakes EP by Christoph de Babalon

Gazing in the Dark by Copperhead

I Need a New War by Craig Finn

Pure Imagination No Country by Dave Harrington Group

Occulting Disk by Deathprod

Why Hasn’t Everything Already Disappeared? by Deerhunter

I Don’t Know How to Be Happy by Deli Girls

Deceiver by DIIV

PURGE by Dis Fig

Kinshasa One Two by DRC Music

Sweet Princess EP by Dry Cleaning

New Atlantis by Efdemin

Empire EP by Eli Keszler

Water Memory by Emily A Sprague

Scenery by Emily King

Musical Prophet – The Expanded 1963 New York Studio Sessions by Eric Dolphy

Neighborhoods by Ernest Hood

Agora by Fennesz


Emily Alone by Florist

Hi This is Flume by Flume

Unsound Festival mix (YouTube) by Forest Swords

Close it Quietly by Frakie Cosmos

Haunted Items #1-4 by Frankie Cosmos

Failed Entertainment by FURY

A People’s History of Gauche by Gauche

The Envoy by Gavilan Rayna Russom

Phantom Rhythm by Gong Gong Gong III

After its own death / Walking in a spiral towards the house by Grouper

This is How You Smile by Helado Negro

A Fossil Begins to Bray by Hiro Kone

Modern Nature by How to Live

Venus in Leo by HTRK

Mdou Moctar by Ilana (The Creator)

Sulphur English by Inter Arma

Otoboke Beaver by Itekoma Hits

FLY or DIE II: bird dogs of paradise by Jaimie Branch

Tatizo Pesa by Jay Mitta

Tracing Back The Radiance by Jefre Cantu-Ledesma

On the Line by Jenny Lewis

Mise En Abyme by joni void

Mandatory Reality by Joshua Abrams and Nautral Information Society

La Onda de Juan Pablo by Juan Wauters

Tides: Music for Meditation and Yoga by Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith

Lux Prima by Karen O

Origin EP by Kelly Moran

No Home Record by Kim Gordon

Solitude by King Midas Sound

Lifetie by Klein

The Bells by Kornél Kovács

Panorama by La Dispute

Ancestor Boy by Lafawndah

DJ Kicks by Laurel Halo

Loom Dream by Leif

River without Banks by Leo Svirsky

Thanks for the Dance by Leonard Cohen

October Song by Lighting Bug

Caligula by Lingua Ignota

Gray Area by Little Simz

lofeye by lojii

Antidoes 1 (Open Spotify) by Lucinda Chua

Many Any by Max D

Dolphine by Mega Bog

Fever by Megan Thee Stallion

Komachi by Meitei

Coastal Erosion (YouTube) by Merzbow & Vanity Productions

Tears of Joy by MIKE

Power Chords by Mike Krol

How to Live by Modern Nature

Lost Wisdom Pt 2 by Mount Eerie and Julie Doiron

Mr. Muthafuckin’ eXquire by Mr. Muthafuckin’ eXquire

Volume One: Dilemmas Of Identity (YouTube) by Nate Young

Colorado by Neil Young and Crazy Horse

Miss Universe by Nilufer Yanya

Radiant Dawn by Operators

basking in the glow by Oso Oso

Phoenix by Pedro the Lion

Nighttime Stories by Pelican

Tasmania by Pond

Morbid Stuff by POP

The Seducation of Kansas by Priests

Am I Who I Am by PTU

Self-Titled by Purple Mountains

Guns by Quelle Chris

Cages by Redbait

ATAXIA by Rian Treanor

Inferno by Robert Forster

Oli XL by Rogue Intruder, Soul Enhancer

Stars Have Eyes by Saint Abdullah

That’s Harakiri by Sd Laika

We Are Not Your Kind by Slipknot

Self-Titled by Sofia Kourtesis

When I Get Home by Solange

Mazy Fly by Spellling

Beware of the Dogs by Stella Donnelly

Athena by Sudan Archives

Life Metal by Sunn O)))

Illegal Moves by Sunwatchers

Leaving Meaning by Swans

Toothsayer by Tanya Tagaq

Dreams Are Not Enough by Telefon Tel Aviv

No Geography by The Chemical Brothers

The Devil You Know by The Coathangers

In League with Dragons by The Mountain Goats

No Holiday by The Muffs

Vessel (Revolver) by Theories

ANIMA by Thom Yorke

No Treasure but Hope by Tindersticks


Outer Peace by Toro y Moi

Deforming Lobes by Ty Segall

First Taste by Ty Segall

Signals Into Space by Ultramarine

Pacific Breeze by Various

Titanic Rising by Weyes Blood

Girl With Basket Of Fruit by Xiu Xiu


Mujeres by Y La Bamba


Spirit Said Yes! by YATTA

ATO by Ziur

Biography Gaming

Games Played in 2019

Though I haven’t been posting the games I’ve been playing over the last few years (the last time was in 2016), I have been keeping track each year (obsessively, even). Here is a list of all the games I’ve played this past year, with some statements on the in-game representation/diversity in each of them (something I’ve started tracking as of 2019). Bolded titles are my highlights. Note: I couldn’t think of a proper way to sort the list, so they are from oldest played (at the top) down to newest. I’ve included two pieces of data in this list as well–a relatively objective “platform” and a relatively subjective “rating out of 10.” 9s and 10s are bolded.

Note: I do plan on expanding the diversity and representation comments for the 2020 year. I am grateful to have been able to start looking at these games through this lens, and feel fortunate for encountering games that were above average in this context by default, to serve as inspiration for the second year going.

Coaster Combat (VR, 6/10): No diversity, really.

Dark Days (VR, 5/10): Female lesbian protagonist

Mirror’s Edge: Catalyst (PC, 6/10) Female protagonist; very diverse characters.

Life is Strange: Before the Storm (PC, 10/10): Female protagonist.

Playable Teaser (PC, 6/10): None really.

Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice (PC, 9/10): Mental health, female protagonist.

Cuphead (YouTube, 10/10): Cartoonish; no real diversity representation here.

Bioshock Remastered (PC, 10/10): Diversity is minimal, with some Asian stereotyping (the doctor).

Resident Evil 2 Remake – Leon and Claire (YouTube, 9/10): Very minimal as most of the characters that aren’t zombies are white.

Traveling While Black (VR, 9/10): African American story and lens. Note: this isn’t so much a “game” as a non-interactive VR experience.

Project Rampage (VR, 2/10): None really.

Pinata Party (VR, 7/10): None really.

Rush (VR, 10/10): None really.

Eastshade (PC, 8/10): Amazing degrees of diversity across genders, backgrounds, etc.

Notes on Blindness (VR, 10/10): Focuses on a disability.

Devil May Cry 5 (YouTube, 7/10): Very minimal representation of women; mostly white men.

Far Cry New Dawn (PC, 8/10): Pretty diverse cast of characters, including race and age and gender.

Devotion (PC, 10/10): Taiwanese, parents and child.

Bulletstorm: Full Clip Edition (PC, 9/10, second playthrough): Some diversity racially, but not much.

The Awesome Adventures of Captain Spirit: (PC, 9/10): Playing as a child in a middle class household.

Nier Automata (PC, 10/10): Fairly diverse in terms of robots versus humans.

Pikuniku (PC and YouTube, 9/10): Pretty strong instance of representation between beings and robots and animals.

What Remains of Edith Finch (PC, 9/10): Really great representation of ages and backgrounds.

Shadow of the Tomb Raider (PC, 7/10): Great representation of different cultures and awesome use of native language tracks.

A Way Out (PS4, 5/10): Barely any diversity beyond the white homogeneity.

Metro Exodus (PC, 10/10): Age and some racial diversity.

Hitman (2016) (PC, 9/10): Fairly good at representing the multiple countries that are featured in the game.

Hitman 2 (2018) (PC, 9/10): Once again fantastic representation from cultures all over the globe.

Dead or Alive 5 Last Round (PC, 7/10): Pretty awful portrayal of women. Multiple cultures but stereotypes only.

Deltarune (Undertale Sequel) (PC, 9/10): Amazingly beautiful game representing many perspectives.

Observation (PC and YouTube, 10/10): Mostly white; interesting taking the robot perspective.

Blair Witch (YouTube, 6/10): Not much racial diversity; inclusion of dog companion is okay.

Control (PC and YouTube, 7/10): Some diversity, but the focus doesn’t appear to be on representation.

Outer Wilds (PC and YouTube, 7/10): Not much focus on others in the human sense, and diversity exists but doesn’t speak too directly to it.

Greedfall (PC, 6/10): Diversity is apparent; not much commenting on race. There is a lot on colonialism and indigenous domination, however (that’s really the point of the game).

Disco Elysium (PC, 10/10): Incredible range of characters, worldviews, and backgrounds.

Metro 2033 Redux (PC, 9/10): Not very diverse. Typical straightforward monoculture.

Layers of Fear 2 (PC and YouTube, 6/10): Unintentional representation; not particularly engaging.

Metro Last Light (PC, 9/10): Not very diverse, but a lot of range in morality.